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Delusions of Grandeur

by Jessica Allyn

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1.
Nigeria 03:52
pulling teeth and it goes no where this perpetual merry-go-round stop your words - stop the world - i wanna get off get me off poison your own banquet, you do then you sit down and devour it too took a change in location for us to see, you're not for me now i'm stuck here standing in the square grasping for air let me out of this box - that you keep me in you infiltrated the system the circle's split in half if you keep hacking away at it m'dear, just do the math you think you hide your intentions well you think that i can't tell well, here's another fact for you what you do, even in the dark is relative in hell poison your own banquet, you do then you sit down and devour it too took a change in location for things to seem so "all about eve" and now i'm walking away and you'll ask me to stay but you couldn't keep me here if you tried you tried you tried all your la-la-la-la la-la-la-la all your lies...
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Folie de Grandeur (free) 03:25
I'm writing to you it's all I can really do to get through I hope you're listening We had a good run God, that shit was fun Are you listening? I hope that you hear me You got too big for your britches Now you're just one of those stuck up bitches So, I think it's time... I let go you go.... I'm letting you go I used hang on every word But now I find everything you do or say absurd And there's nothing you can do to change my mind 'Cause everything you do is just to cross the line Yea, you got too big for your britches You've become one of those fucked up rich kids and now it's time I let you go I'm letting you go By the time you read this note I will be gone And I know this will not stop you from carrying on But I simply could not resist the urge There are some things in my life I have to purge And now it's time for me to go I must admit you really do put on quite a good show But your head began to swell like a balloon The "Folie de Grandeur" began too soon I promise to inform Yes, all of your minions have been warned It's only a matter of time before they drop you on the dime Yea, you got way too big for your britches And you're just one of those fucked up bitches Now it's time for me to go.... I have to go And I've let you go
3.
Throw Down 03:23
Well, we met at a bar in the early evening light You bought me a beer, and a bottle of wine You kissed me on the cheek and talked oh-so-sweet Oh, the secrets I can tell you keep And I can tell you're just like the others But it doesn't make a difference under covers Hey there, Pretty won't you come home with me You're still talking to me at a quarter to 3 And I know you wanna go down You're so pretty won't you come home with me You're still talking to me at a quarter to 3 And I know you wanna throw down You said there's something you'd like to get off your chest It shouldn't be a problem in that three button vest You're quoting lines from old french movies La, la, la, la, la, la I don't understand a single word you're saying But I sure enjoy the game we're playing Hey there, Pretty won't you come home with me You're still talking to me at a quarter to 3 And I know you wanna go down You're so pretty won't you come home with me You're still talking to me at a quarter to 3 And I know you wanna throw down In the morning we'll regret what we've done But you and I are drunk and having fun I've already forgotten your name But, you're problem wonderin' the same And I still want you to come over 'Cause in an hour or two it will be over Hey there, Pretty won't you come home with me You're still talking to me at a quarter to 3 And I know you wanna go down You're so pretty won't you come home with me You're still talking to me at a quarter to 3 And I know you wanna throw down
4.
I tried to fix my face before you came inside of me You can't risk - catching what I have I tried to keep clean You and I can shake this disease You and I you belong to me Could you get a warm compress for my head I seem to - be ill - in the wake of your leave Come back to bed and help me lick these wounds They just won't heal - without you You and I can't shake this disease You and I you belong to me You and I can't shake this disease This called love You belong to me
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Entr'Acte (free) 00:44
6.
if you'd like to fight we can take it outside we can roll up our sleeves 'cause i've got nothing to hide a razor blade tongue is all i need but we can go for fisticuffs if you're aiming to bleed keep your cronies at bay this one is between you and me and like in every musical this duel begins with a song and a dance it started with a kiss and ended with a fist and few minor incidents in between you're a prisoner in your home and you hate to be alone so you keep reaching up your sleeve for tricks do you consider this a threat? i will follow through - you can bet on it and i hope that you were well behaved in a former life you're a great archaeologist making brilliant discoveries your heart was in the right place but your brain was in your pants you pretended to fight when the going got rough but fighting from behind curtain just wasn't enough and when you took off without leaving a note stuck between a rock and hard place and a lump in my throat i swore to myself NEVER AGAIN would I put up with your theatrics, "my dear, old friend" so, if you'd like to fight we can take it outside we can roll up our sleeves 'cause i've got nothing to hide a razor blade tongue is all i need but we can go for fisticuffs if you're aiming to bleed keep your cronies at bay this one is between you and me
7.
I've known you for years And you haven't changed a bit With all the bullshit you pull just for the thrill of it This ain't the Ritz, baby This ain't no honeymoon suite You'll catch on eventually Or, else you'll never leave Who drove you to the Bell Jar Because you needed a ride I don't support you decision But I'm by your side And could you be grateful? No, not in the least Because you expect things like you're the High Priest This ain't the Ritz, baby This ain't no honeymoon suite You'll catch on eventually Or, else you'll never leave Sign your name on the dotted line Sign your life away Whatever it takes for attention Yeah, that's your way And I have mine, so we'll agree to disagree I get to walk out of here just little old me This ain't the Ritz baby This ain't no honeymoon suite You'll catch on eventually Or, else you'll never leave
8.
and in their faces you see their mothers, sisters and brothers who floated away the ones that were youngest aged over 60 years now frightened by their freedom see the distrust in their tears and you can see all of their dreams burned to the ground and you can deny the horrifying sight i'm sure you'll sleep well tonight when i was young i was shown photos of bittersweet liberation it broke me in two pictures of children fenced in like cattle oh what kind of battle could they have deserved? and you can see all of their dreams scattered around and you can deny the horrifying sight i'm sure you'll sleep well tonight i've heard the stories and, i've seen the damage the terrible baggage that they've had to bear and in my heart I'll always find them a family history as deep as the earth
9.
Number Nine 04:32
When I was just a little girl I learned about the fire OH, the horror! Hundreds of young girls leapt to their death They came to America working for .25 cents AND ALL THE KINGS HORSES AND ALL THE KINGS MEN COULDN'T PUT THEIR BROKEN HEARTS BACK TO TOGETHER AGAIN CHORUS: Knock, knock Number Nine no one could reach you in time we're sorry for your loss Ashes to Ashes all those lovely lasses yeah, we're notifying the masses we're sorry for your loss Saturday morning Rise and shine Feeling cold Flashing memories Tick tock, tick tock, tick tock, tick tock In your mind You're not thinking clearly All the lines are blurred Trying to remember Names and figures Plan B take action Activate transmission Before you run out of time And the three blind mice are calling me, calling me, calling me, calling me.... CHORUS: Knock, knock Number Nine no one could reach you in time we're sorry for your loss Ashes to Ashes all those lovely lasses yeah, we're notifying the masses we're sorry for your loss
10.
Outside the snow is falling Inside so am I I know You'll take my heart on the rocks Bloody noses And everything is coming up roses for me Smiling faces and dog like senses sniffing 'round for the unworldly in me I want to swim in your bathtub full of gin I want to be your scratching post I've got an itch I need a quick fix Come on and fix me up All this girl needs is a little luck All this girl needs is a little luck The city lights trail behind slow your shutter speed If you promise to keep that gaze of yours I promise to hold onto it for as long as I can So, let's sink further into our drinks and each other We both know this is the last call This is the last call For alcohol This is the last call I want to swim in your bathtub full of gin I want to be your scratching post I've got an itch I need a quick fix Come on and fix me up All this little girl needs is a touch of luck Even in a city as pretty as New York City Even in good company A girl like me can feel lonely A girl like me can feel alone I try to convey my these feelings in my bones All I hear a goddamn busy tone Don't worry it's all I've ever known I want to go drown in your bathtub full of gin I don't need your scratching post No longer do I itch And there's no quick fix All sewn up and no where to go And we all know I've hit a brand new low This is the final show This is the final show

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released March 25, 2010

Music & Lyrics: Jessica Allyn

Guitar/Bass/Piano/Synth & String Argmnt: Rob Franceschini

Drums/Percussion: Jason Foulke

Ukulele & Vox: Jessica Allyn


Production Engineering/Mastering: Rob Franceschini

Artwork: Sylvia K


Recorded at The Glitter Factory, New York
©2009-2012

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Jessica Allyn New York, New York

Native to New York, Jessica is, described as "A voice straight out of the 1920's." 4 solo albums, played packed rooms (including CMJ Festival & Somerville Theater), shared the stage with artists such as Amanda Palmer, The Dresden Dolls, Army of Toys, Emilyn Brodsky, Family of the Year, Jaggery. She continues to release music & do live streams to connect with fans, & let them in on the process. ... more

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